ey me!
Why can I just be happy for him. He is happy now. He is moving on. He is taking his life to a new level. He already rose up from the deep sh*t where he almost got drowned. He is looking great. He is reaching his dreams.
How about me? Am I happy about it?
Honestly, I am. But a part of me says something different. Something that corrupts the entire acceptance thing. I just want to be happy for him.
But how can I put my feet forward and do it? I am just having dry thoughts right now. Feelin’ so unsual.
Did I really got over it?
I thought I was, but here I am back.
Sad. I was just fooling myself by telling that I was really over it. But it has just begun and it is not making me any better.
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middlesingles said,
August 3, 2008 at 2:47 am
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