can a fruit change its color?

What I see is a green sky….

I sat and ate a purple banana. Drank some pink wine having it paired with a blue apple pie.

I suddenly thought of something. What if love ends?

Will it be really over? what shall we do? What shall I do?..or better said as what did I do?

Unless you are one of those fortunate few who met their soul mate in grade school, married right out of high school, and spent the next 60 years in wedded bliss you are going to go through what millions before you have gone through, and what millions after you will go through – a broken heart.

I love him so much. But the question is…until when?

Do you believe that our heart drains its patience? I do….I guess she does also.

If forgetting you was as easy as that, I would not even think twice. Hoping now that I was somebody…….someone who just simply shake the dust off and get right back into the dating game, the others who are left so devastated that they never date again, spending the rest of their life in bitter solitude. Why the difference? Could some of us just be stronger than others? Do some people love harder than others? Are some loves more connected than others?

where can she run?

where can we run?

where can i run?

where will you run?

Why is she happy?…..why are they happy?….while others remain either bitter or so afraid of getting hurt that they never date again, closing off their hearts to just about everyone. Yet, some don’t even grieve at all, subconsciously choosing to simply transfer their feelings for one person immediately onto that of another person in what is called a rebound relationship

Why the variation? Well, a lot of it has to do with our feelings. My f*ckin heart just fell in love…..fell and trapped.

One person may love another in a supportive and healthy way, another person may cling onto their mate simply as a way to fix what they imagine to be wrong with themselves. They use their partner as a method of dealing with their own imagined inadequacies or feelings of unworthiness – feeling good only as long as they are in the relationship. Others simply like the ‘high’ of being in love. This high becomes addictive to them and they hop from one relationship instantly into another – often times head-over-heels in love by the second date.

They recklessly seek ‘love’ much as an addict will seek a ‘fix’, and are often so in need of being in love that they imagine their partners to have all the qualities they are looking for in a mate – whether their partners actually possess these qualities or not. Still others simply surrender themselves into their relationships quickly losing themselves and their own sense of individuality, becoming ‘the relationship’. Should the relationship end, then shall they, too.

A healthy view of oneself, one’s partner, and one’s relationship is essential to withstanding the ups, and downs, in our eternal search for that special someone to share our lives with.

I better take off…This might lead into something. (*winks*)

Again the office starts to get creepy. Chairs move on their own…that is “not” so usual.

Above was just a thought.


you think.

she will think.

I thought so.





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