…………the moment you felt alone and lonely

Love is not a “Maybe” thing….always keep in mind that being in love is not enough. You have to be absolutely in love. Are you?

I ever wonder……….always wonder. Have you ever seen yourself in a picture, and see a stranger behind those portals?. It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples life have we been in. Were we a part of someone’s life when their dreams came true or the moment when their dream died. Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it.

There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are?

Or will you label yourself?

Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up. I always try to keep myself away from deciding which is which. Because it´s only when you´re tested that you truly discover who you are. And it´s only when you´re tested that you discover who you can be. The person that you want to be does exist, somewhere in the other side of hard work and faith, and belief and beyond the heartache and fear of what life has.

You know it’s been said that we just don’t recognize the significant moments of our lives while they are happening. We grow complacent with ideas, or things or people and we take them for granted and it’s usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you’ve realized how wrong you’ve been that you realized how much you need it, how much you love it. How much you have enjoyed having it.

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad, afraid, confused, without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. Most of our lives are a series of images, they pass us by like towns on a highway. But sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens and we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. We know that this moment, every part of it, will live on forever.

I miss how I was back then……it just makes me crazy thinking over it. What happened to me? What happened along the way. Damn…..imagine.

B-dazzled.

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